2a. Okay, so maybe you can just add the OT3 fic to the end of that list? Just so I can sleep at night knowing that one day it may get written? *winning smile*
Writing is definitely awesome! I am just so glad to have written something again; I miss it, when I don't.
4. I meant that Johnny gets closed off about the way Evan disappears, so it's more about his self-worth being kind of screwed up than any sort of pining to do with Evan. Does that make sense? I think that maybe Evan was never a real possibility, but then there was that moment where suddenly he was, and Johnny didn't feel at all self-conscious about the lingerie - even though, in the past, even when he's hooked up with people who've liked it, he's still felt like it was something he might need to defend at any moment. So for a brief moment things worked, and then Evan freaked out and Johnny is just...sort of a mess.
But yeah, I think that maybe Evan has his big gay freakout, and then starts sending Johnny lingerie, and at first Johnny ignores it and shoves it in the back of his closet with the rest...but then one day he starts wearing it? And I think maybe he sees Evan at a function - or something, I don't know - and Evan wants to talk to him and sort of puts his hands on Johnny's back to steer him to a private corner, and then he feels the bra clasp through Johnny's shirt and just freezes in the middle of the party.
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Date: Thursday, 15 April 2010 11:19 (UTC)2. I will, I swear!
2a. Okay, so maybe you can just add the OT3 fic to the end of that list? Just so I can sleep at night knowing that one day it may get written? *winning smile*
Writing is definitely awesome! I am just so glad to have written something again; I miss it, when I don't.
4. I meant that Johnny gets closed off about the way Evan disappears, so it's more about his self-worth being kind of screwed up than any sort of pining to do with Evan. Does that make sense? I think that maybe Evan was never a real possibility, but then there was that moment where suddenly he was, and Johnny didn't feel at all self-conscious about the lingerie - even though, in the past, even when he's hooked up with people who've liked it, he's still felt like it was something he might need to defend at any moment. So for a brief moment things worked, and then Evan freaked out and Johnny is just...sort of a mess.
But yeah, I think that maybe Evan has his big gay freakout, and then starts sending Johnny lingerie, and at first Johnny ignores it and shoves it in the back of his closet with the rest...but then one day he starts wearing it? And I think maybe he sees Evan at a function - or something, I don't know - and Evan wants to talk to him and sort of puts his hands on Johnny's back to steer him to a private corner, and then he feels the bra clasp through Johnny's shirt and just freezes in the middle of the party.
...or something.
5. *sigh* Such a slave driver.