you hate your pulse because it thinks you're still alive.

[extemporally]

I am SO TIRED, you guys. So tired.

fics I am writing now

• The seriouser sequel to Locker Room Adventures (Aren't Usually Like This), in which I take the most improbable premise on earth and make it go a little further. I want to finish this one! The end is very close. Tomorrow, maybe.
  
  
• The Like as beekeepers! Idk, you guys. Do you ever write things and then reach the point where you're like, "I know how this ends", and don't end it? Because you know the ending already? That's where it is now. In my head it's already ENDED. (Hint: it ends happily.) I don't need to write it down to know where it's going.

fics I want to write

• Some Johnny/Stephane. It's funny, because I ship them really as hard as I do Johnny/Evan, but the only story I really want about them is the one where they're friends, or they hook up, and they get together in the quietest of ways. With Johnny/Evan it's going to be hilarious at least 70% of the time, and you can write (one-sided) bitchy repartee and it's just so fun, but Johnny/Stephane is harder because they actually like each other in real life and you have to be realistic. (Realistic? What's that?)
  
  
• So, then, the one where Johnny and Stephane have known each other for ages and ages and never really did anything, even though they both know it could go somewhere, and they only ever see each other a couple of times each year so maybe it isn't worth it, anyway.
  
  
• Failing that, the one where Johnny Weir dresses up in girl underwear.

fics I have written but haven't edited enough to post yet

• Jon/Ryan fairytale fic. Since last year. /o\

fics people are writing that are making me VERY EXCITED

• The one where Johnny & Stephane get married in a Swiss chapel and there are lots of flowers. God, forochel, hurry up, why don't you.

Oh god, I must be really tired. I've had to edit this entry so many times because I just kind of left out words.

Comments

[egelantier.livejournal.com]

I don't need to write it down to know where it's going.

but you need to write it down so we would know where it's going! and, you know, bees. BEES.

Jon/Ryan fairytale fic. Since last year. /o\

*coughs*

hi! i'm sorry you're tired, bb ♥

[nova33.livejournal.com]

I totally agree - why do I need an actual job.

Why do I need realism, also? Pointless things.

You know, I'm not usually the biggest fan of crossdressing fic, but I really, really want that one. Like, a lot. (Almost enough to steal it from you and write it myself. ALMOST.)

[harriet-vane.livejournal.com]

Johnny and Stéphane are harder than Johnny and Evan because they're less outrageous, I think. And because both of them seem really fragile to me. They don't beat each other up for fun. But I love reading them as friends (and as lovers).

Johnny would wear girl's underwear in a HEARTBEAT. He might not even recognize that as a thing.

[yeats.livejournal.com]

we are new friends.
to celebrate this fact, i think you should write me a story where stéphane buys johnny lingerie.

[wovenindelibly.livejournal.com]

Johnny and Stéphane!

Oh, I didn't actually have anything else to say. \o/